#HipHop Therapy

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Alles, was zählt, ist, dass wir heut zusammen sind. Das ist meine Therapie.

Therapie - Harris & Ford & Alexander Eder

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By Exzavion Powells on TikTok and on Youtube

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FRIDAY, JULY 19, 2024

6PM-9PM

Moving the Margins presents

ART THERAPY

Curated by The IGive

THE JESSIE BALL DUPONT DUPONT CENTER

40 EAST ADAMS STREET

JACKSONVILLE, FL 32202

Hosted by Suni Storm

Sounds by Omy the DJ

Audio by Maneland Media Group

PERFORMERS

Courtesy Bars

Reign Supreme

Aniah Heaven

Dr.eam

The IGive featuring Markeyta

VISUAL ARTISTS

Alexis Alexander

Shawn Wolf

Overstreet Ducasse

Nykia Jackson

MENTAL HEALTH ADVOCATES AND COUNSELORS

Taryn “LoveReigns” Wharwood

Dr. Dominique Tull

Colah B. Tawkin

Khalliah Bryant, MS, LMFT

Marvi Wilson, BSW, MSW

VENDORS

Nimble Agility Is Yours, LLC

Moremy Creations

Black Voters Matter

A Quality Apparel

Black In The Garden

Art Made By Lorena

Cocktails of Sweetness

The Foodie Truck

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Mew 🌸

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Who tryna collab? 1st thing on my priority list is finish the album after I leave the barbershop 💈 🤣😂🤣😂 #studio session w/ @shizzmane / @vibesuplifted . If you need a #feature speak 🗣 NOW or forever hold your peace ✌🏽 . Any questions tap in 313 772 3690 . Special thanks 🙏🏾 to the staff w/ #rec #therapy & #doctor evaluation. Got the treatment I needed. . . #mentalhealthmatters . #AkbarWalks #rap#hiphop . #discover #explore . . https://youtu.be/B7Ijj5qSnxI (at Detroit, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CrOWyBfum7g/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Wozu Therapie ich bin nur depri, nicht Geisteskrank.

Keine Angst - Aylo

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You Can Find The Original Version -> Here

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thinking about how LALALI is one letter different from the word NALLARI which means delinquent or is loosely equivalent to punk/hooligan/thug and how hiphop unit would precede LALALI with a word that ends with "N" so they'd actually end up pronouncing NALLARI

버는 LALALI (beoneun lalali) or 난 LALALI (nan lalali) or how wonwoo's line 난 LALALI 날라다님 (nan lalali nalladanim) came close to actually pronouncing nallari from nalladanim

also they never sing it as LALALI with an "L" beginning sound, it's always sound "NALLARI" and even in the times the lyrics is written as LALALI only, their pronunciation in the song is vague, not quite and "L" sound or an "N" sound. just somewhere in between.

(a more complex explanation/meaning of nallari from form of therapy pd here)

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“possibly in michigan” a creepp book - headcannons

general headcannons:

slenderman is british.

despite what people might think the mansion is way bigger on the inside

it has its own theater, bar, hell even a convenience store, no one actually knows how the store gets stocked

ben is too scared to go down there bc of that

the slender brothers come over every thanksgiving and christmas but offender is limited to the living room and dining room…

sally FORCES jeff to dress up for tea parties

jeff cuts his own hair but is surprisingly good at it

thinking about how smile dog is basically jeffs therapy dog :(((

jack has def tried to eat jeffs kidneys but give up cuz jeff woke up 💔💔

toby is an AVID game theory/matpat stan like he loves watching everything matpat is in so when he announced his retirement….lets say it was ROUGH.

slender puts all of sally’s drawings on the fridge and when they isn’t enough room he would rather buy another fridge then get rid of them

masky is like the stressed out older sibling 🤷‍♀️

ben has drank paint.

has a snapchat gc where they send each other snaps

whenever slender and jeff (or anyone for that matter) talk/argue slender has to bend at a 90 degree angle 😭😭

devon’s headcannons:

definitely butt dials people and scares the shit outta them 💀

going along with that devon totally prank calls people with ben and is like “is ur refrigerator running” 😭

her and jack watch reality tv shows (love and hiphop, dr phil, kardashins, etc)

devon’s fav movie is donnie darko…😁

she always sends jack funny tiktoks while he sends her reels

her chainsaws name is jellybean !

sometimes when she goes out with the proxys she brings fake slender pages (saying stuff like “bitchless” and the entire bee movie script) and hangs them up (but slender always finds them and yells at her)

her fav slenderbrother is probably trenderman

PERSONALLY i think that like the demon and jack are two different ppl so like whenever ‘the beast’ gets out it’s not rlly jack? yk?

so one time ‘the beast’ was fed up with jack actually letting himself feel feelings for devon that he brought devon to the tree where she got hung, to kill her 😁 but dw he failed but jack felt bad after ☹️👎

has told hoodie to ‘turn that frown upside down’….

goes up to masky and gets up real close and whispers… “i know what you are..” and just walks away..

maxine’s headcannons:

isn't quite used to newer slang so she still talks how people in the 1920s did and nobody really understands her that well...

she hates her cellphone and WILL NOT use it unless it's direly needed.

she definitely has a record collection but it's all jazzy and "old-timey" music and she does not let anyone else near her records or her record player

she would teach ben how to ballroom dance and then force him to have dancing sessions with her because her favorite thing to do when she was human was to dance at parties

slenderman FOR SURE banned smoking in the house but maxine is allowed to break that rule so she waltzes around the house with her huge cigarette holder bullying jeff cause he definitely wants to smoke.

she generally dislikes getting help with wounds and stuff because of all the malpractice that was preformed on her when she was human

the phantom of the opera (1925) is her absolute favorite movie and one day slender comes back from the store with the 2004 version and she literally falls in love with him right at that moment

she's like your grandma that 1. doesn't know how to work her phone (or tv or anything) and 2. says things that she thinks mean one thing and they actually don't... like for example....maxine: im sending lols jack: maxine someone died...why are you laughing out loud... maxine: oh i thought that meant lots of love :( jack: oh my fucking god bro

the effects of her lobotomy pop up from time to time when she's doing stuff so sometimes she loses the ability to focus and kind of "dumbs down" because people who are lobotomized often lose their higher levels of intellectuals and then she loses the ability to emotionally respond so slender has to help her out and keep an eye on her cause she might do something dumb. :(( then once she comes back she feels so bad that slender had to basically babysit her and he feels worse cause how could anyone do his love like that

IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN THIS BUT- maxine and slenderman compliment eachother so well. he's a gentleman and she's a ladylike woman and they just...fit perfectly together

her favorite modern (ish) movie is the shining cause it reminds her of the good old days and she would be like "ah yes i remember when people would kill at parties" and everyone else is like "what"

her 1920s brain loves coloring books cause she's probably never been stimulated via colors so she has a bunch of coloring books and people come over and are like "slender i didn't know you found a child" and he's all like "oh no that's just maxine"

i think sometimes she forgets she doesn't live alone and she will walk out of her room in her underwear and is like "oh great heavens my bad gs"

© love always, kat + devina <3

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please feel free to ignore since it's a bit much, but i feel like im too worthless and unpalatable even for other similar people, whether i make myself tolerable enough or stay raw and genuine. how do i ever find enough help and community to survive? i get so much comfort from the literature, but it's not enough, therapy's not enough, and i'm too different from other people to be allowed to live even inside my house not bothering anyone

I highly recommend finding a subculture thats from and for people who deviate extremely from social norms. People there are so much nicer and also way more relatable than people that you meet just anywhere. It can still take time and be tough to get into such a community when youre not used to socializing (in groups) especially when you dont already know someone from the subculture and just randomly show up lol but I promise its worth it. It just takes time. When youre friends w only 1 person there youre already set lol bc then its super easy to get to know everyone else.

Also what you described with being too different, I get it. I used to have a hard time with identifying as HUMAN bc I felt so extremely different from everyone else and honestly I truly am very different from most people and I've actually experienced very unusual things that others dont have. But finding community in very norm-deviating places is a really cool experiences since its not you VS """normal"" people anymore but suddenly everyone is a freak and deviates extremely from norms that you yourself might not even deviate from. And whats awesome about that is that you learn really fast to accept all this diversity and others do the same w your differences. At least thats my experience !

Also your feeling is probably caused by isolation and will automatically go away when you find a group of people that you can relate to - at least thats what it was like for me. So its not like you have to change feeling this way before you connect with others, by connecting with others this feeling will go away.

Heres some "Subculture" communities that i know from my city (they overlap a lot):

queer community (I've gone to one of the regular meetups that they promote on their websites to get to know people and Ive went to small drag shows in bars - if you want to try drag yourself then awesome! its a v easy to join group)

leftist/antifa/punk/anarchist community (we have small libraries and little cafes to meet up and bars with live music !, lots of people learn an instrument and join small rock/punk bands)

communists (they love their book clubs so if you enjoy this kind of literature def go there)

goth (I only know some small night clubs where goth ppl go to)

hiphop/rap/graffiti (I only know people from the leftist hiphop scene lol i bet theres another more male dominated scene too)/skating community (loveliest people - you can go alone to the skatepark and people will be so nice to you and they'll start talking to you and giving you tips, you have to find a skatepark that people actually enjoy going to though lol theres lots that suck)

also some martial arts studios have a real community especially when its a more niche sport like BJJ

techno scene (illegal raves,many house parties, those people usually either love to take drugs or are always sober, a lot of people are in DJ collectives and everyone whos interested is invited to learn how to become one )

downhillbiking (the people there are not that norm deviating lol but always open for anyone to join no matter who you are theyre v queer friendly and also politically left - people have trails that they make together , meetups for newcomers, meetups for showing each other how to repair your bike, all that)

bouldering (mostly students go there if youre from a city lol so not much of a community EXCEPT when youre from the countryside then its a real community , its also really easy to get to know people there though especially if youre a student yourself)

theres a reggae/ska live music bar scene here where everyone knows each other but its mostly from the very small black community here so Im not part of that obv

ok this is very niche and might sound weird but theres a gastronomy scene in my city lol !! my partner works as a cook and everyone knows each other ?? they meet up in closed bars/restaurants from each other and theyre all v queer and v unusual people who have the best parties ... they love their drugs though, you wont get better weed hash coke or shrooms anywhere else trust me, a lot of them deal w drugs themselves tbh)

Theres more that I dont know obviously and some are easier to join than others in my opinion ..I personally would recommend to try an antifa cafe/communists book club or a queer community regulars meetup - they usually publish their meetups on a website so newcomers can join easily even if they dont already know people . Also you can just go to one of those antifa libraries and get a book there lol and then ask people there if theres like events for newcomers that dont know anyone else yet). If youre from the countryside it might be harder for you to find communities like this but they definitely exist and the people there are usually even closer to each other and more welcoming than those in cities ! (what i know also exists at my village/countryside: techno community!!!, queer, bouldering, downhillbiking, antifa).